@1 week ago with 398183 notes
It got better.
I’ve honestly got mixed feelings.
There’s always gonna be a voice in your head that says:
You need to change this.
And that voice comes from YOUR head.
If you are not happy, if you feel you are not you and you have the possibility to change it, why shouldn’t you?
If it gives you a happier life, if you feel that nature has done something wrong and you could fix it, why not?
On the other hand.
Where is the limit?
If people keep adding things to their bodies
or cutting away the things they don’t like, there’d be nothing left in the end?
I’m just saying, you can always make yourself happier,
but you’ll keep finding things you want to change.
Would you be able to stop?
The thing that scares me most is that
No matter how hard I try to ignore it
I love you
than I love myself.
And no matter how terrifying that is.
No matter how little I’ve thought of myself.
You are like a whole different creature.
Bound to be loved more than anything else.
Do you see how twisted that is?
I wouldn’t even be selfish enough to keep you with me
if I could.
I would give you whatever you need.
Not necessarily what you think is best
But what I know is best.
I’m not selfish enough to say
I need you to stay with me no matter what.
I love you more than me.
I want you with me, always,
but if there’s something better out there for you
I’d make you go for it.
And that is scary.@3 weeks ago
Every time I wake and push myself throughout the day
Proves that when I fall alseep, I’m never quiet okay.
-My nighty thoughts@4 weeks ago
You can’t blame yourself.
Some people are just broken.